Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in xheytiffanyx's LiveJournal:

Thursday, March 9th, 2006
12:17 pm	Ugh... Wow, so i basically hate myself right now. I just got in a really big fight with phil because he thinks my family should be more "Tight" which is never happening. My family is close, but not the same way other families... is there something wrong with having a less then perfect family life? I mean, it really really hurt my feelings when he was saying all of the stuff about why he thinks my family should be closer and i should tell them i love them. Of course i love my family, but its not something im nessicarly comfortable expressing. They know i love them. So yah. Im going to be up all night, crying cause im lame and cant figure out what it is im doing to make people want to change me so much. Dont you hate it when you ask super nicely for someone to stop talking about a certain subject and they just keep bringing it up. I really just want to go see Roxy...she would give me a hug. im really tempted just to get in my car and leave. I really dont want to sound like one of those stupid emo kids but i dont know what to do...it always seems like i never get anything right when it comes to Phil, he's upset with me alot, even if he wont admit it, you can tell in his voice, i make him agitated, sad, angery, depressed...what kind of fucked up girlfriend am i? Yes, i will admit, I was hurt so bad by something he did. Im not doing anything, as far as i can tell, that is wrong. Im being my happy hyper cuddley cheerful self. Is that not good enough? Becuase if it isnt then i guess i just dont know what to do anymore... Current Mood: crushed
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Sunday, March 5th, 2006
7:28 pm	shizzle snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding snowboarding I wanna go get lost again, i'd have to say that was the best snowboarding day ever. Anyone want to join? :-)
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Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
6:54 pm	Oh em geeeee. Winks on msn are fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun.
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Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
10:05 pm	Survey TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: HeyTiffany Birthday: October 3rd, 1989 Birthplace: Bremerton, WA Current Location: Kingston, WA Eye Color: Greenish Brown Hair Color: Blonde/red/brown Height: 5'8 Right Handed or Left Handed: amidextious Your Heritage: Irish/swedish/english The Shoes You Wore Today: my emo shoes! Your Weakness: Eyes Your Fears: Losing a friend... Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Make good grades Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "LoLzzzzz" Thoughts First Waking Up: Oh boy... Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes/hair Your Bedtime: Dont have one Your Most Missed Memory: If i knew, it wouldnt be missed Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Both are alright i guess Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Do you Smoke: nope Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: yes Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: yep Do you want to go to College: kind of Do you want to get Married: yes! Do you belive in yourself: Most of the time I do. Do you get Motion Sickness: Only on ferries. Do you think you are Attractive: Generally yes... Are you a Health Freak: Not nessicarly, Im careful about it though Do you get along with your Parents: Not nessicarily get along but we dont hate eachother Do you like Thunderstorms: They are fun Do you play an Instrument: Nope In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Nope In the past month have you Smoked: Nope In the past month have you been on Drugs: Nope In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Nope In the past month have you been on Stage: Noooo In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: In this weather? You'd be a popcicle! In the past month have you Stolen Anything: ...noo... Ever been Drunk: Yep Ever been called a Tease: Yep Ever been Beaten up: Yep Ever Shoplifted: ...Once... How do you want to Die: I wanna go out with a bang. What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want to go into fashion design What country would you most like to Visit: Europe In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Blue/green Favourite Hair Color: Black Short or Long Hair: Long-ish Height: taller then me Weight: average Best Clothing Style: Any style Number of Drugs I have taken: one Number of CDs I own: alot Number of Piercings: 4 Number of Tattoos: none, soon though Number of things in my Past I Regret: Hmm...I dunno. CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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8:40 pm	Ugh!!! Wow, its really freakin annoying how when i wait all fucking day to talk to someone, they cant talk, to busy. Playing a board game. And ive been waiting all flipping day to talk. I HATE THIS. It makes me so frustrated. I cant go to Bothell on the weekends, i cant see them barely twice a week. I am so agitated.
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3:24 pm	Well... I hate whores, i hate skanks they all suck very very much. 7 year olds need to wear clothing, myspace is getting retarded. School is lame, but I have a B in honors english. Im sad because someone wont talk to me. Im going to buy one of the baby horses from my trainer, which is totally cool. roxy leaves tomorrow :-( Axe chemercails (sp?) are really scary. Axe smells funny on some people. Kids at my school dont believe in deoderant and its beyond repulsive. I almost threw up in 5th period. Much Ado About Nothing is a good movie. My spanish teacher is really cool, the kids in my spanish class...not so much (besides Dylan and Will and Sean and Hannah) Rain is cold...why? My cell phone is dumb. Mini-van drivers are very frightening. Im not going to school tomorrow :) I cant wait till Brad comes up here this summer. I hope i get the job i applied for. My resume really sucks. Did you know i like puzzles and thinking games? ...its amazing... Quizno's makes good food. I want to get lost on a mountain trail snowboarding just one more time this year... I miss my brother. Cuddling is my favorite as well as kisses :) hugs are nice too. A kid in my history class owns a helicopter (weird). I cut my finger...it hurts. Drunk prostitutes on TV is actually quite amusing. I like how fluffy my hair is. Care Bear band aids are cute. I dont know why im rambling...
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Monday, February 27th, 2006
11:37 pm	Well, somebody cant count. 200. My name is: HeyTiffany 199. I was born on: October 3rd, 1989 198. I am a: sexual harassment panda 197. My cell phone company is: shitty 196. My eye color is: Greenish-brown 195. My shoe size is: 9 mens 194. My ring size is: 8 1/2 193. My height is: 5'8" 192. I am allergic to: sulfer based drugs/cigarettes 191. I was born in: Bremerton, WA 190. I live in: Kingston, WA 189. The last book I read: Sophies World 188. My bed is: comfy and fun to cuddle on 187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: their pretty 186. I am glad I'm my sex because: titties 179. My favorite Holiday is: St Patricks Day 178. The perfect kiss is: all kisses 177. The last three cd's I bought are: Noooone 176. Last song that made me cry was: the ones being sung on ski bus, they had terrible voices. 172. My most treasured possession(s) is(are): my ring, my horse, my ferret, all my animals 170. What did you do last night: Slept 167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn): tan like crazy :::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In::::: 143. Santa? fuckin bastard 142. Love at first sight? yes 141. Luck? yes 140. Fate? yes 139. God? no 138. Aliens? maybe 137. Heaven? no 136. Hell? no 135. Ghosts? maybe 134. Horoscopes? maybe 135. Soulmates? yes :::::Which is Better?::::: 129. Hugs or Kisses? both 128. Drunk or High: neither thanks 127. Phone or Online: both are good 126. Red heads or Black hair: Black hair 125. Blondes or Brunettes: brunette 124. Hot or cold: cold :) 123. Summer or winter: winter 122. Coffee or tea: neither 121. Chocolate or vanilla: rainbow sherbert 120. Night or Day: night 119. Oranges or Apples: Apples 118. Curly or Straight hair: wavey :::::Here's What I Think About::::: 115. Backstabbers: durrr 114. Parents: bleh 110. School: orgasmic ::::Last time I::: 103. Kissed someone: yesterday 102. Last time I hugged someone: today 101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: saturday, but i think he hates me... 100. Cried in front of someone: sunday 99. Grew: 6th grade ::::MISC:::: 90. Who is the ditsiest person you know: Cami 89. Who makes you laugh the most: Brittani 87. One thing I'm mad about right now is: lack of sleep 83. The last movie I saw in the theater was: Hostle 82. The thing I don't understand is: why things tend to turn out for the worst 80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received: "no" 79. The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: eyes 76. This summer I am: taking care of 2 new baby horses, hanging out with Brad-the-emo-slayer 75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my mom 74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most: my new horse 73. Tomorrow: sucks 72. Today: sucks 71. Next Summer: i will dance 70. Next Week: Snowoarding soon 67. People call me: lame 62. The person who knows the most about me is: Phil or Cami or Spencer 61. The person that can read me the best is: Phil 60. The most difficult thing to do is: Lie 59. I have gotten a speeding ticket: i dont drive yet 56. My zodiac sign is: Libra 55. The first person I thought i was in love with was: "thought" someone in the 7th grade 53. The one person who can't hide things from me: Phil 51. Right now I am talking to: Phil 48. I have/will get a job at: Dancing Brush 47. I have these pets: two horses (1 is on the way) a ferret, 4 fish, a bird, a dog, a lizard, 2 cats. 46. I hope: I will end up happy. 45. The worst sound in the world: ski bus singers 44. The person that makes me cry the most is: myself 39. My boy/girlfriend: Phil 35. Florida or hawaii: Hawaii...i miss Aunty Pat and Leaf! 33. My favorite piece of clothing: my raver pants 32. My favorite sport is: Eventing (horse sport) and snowboarding 31. Last time I cried: sunday 28. The school I go to is: NKHS 27. Last person I got mad at: myself 26. My worst drinking experience was: -none- 22. The all-time best movie is: SLC Punk or Night At The Roxybury 21. The all-time best thing in the world is: Friends 19. The most annoying thing ever is: wanna-be gangsters HOW YOU FEEL.... 18. The most annoying person you know is: Probably...i dont know 17. I lose all respect for people who: think low of me 16. The movies I have cried at are: none 15. Closest friends Name: Katie, Cami, Spencer, Jen...everyone 14. TV show you watch: Spike TV, Court TV, The-N all that good stuff 13. Favorite web site: myspace...haha yah right 12. I want to be: a guppy 11. The worst pain I was ever in was: when my horse roled on me, kicked me in the back and head and steppd on my face, i looked like a hampster 10. My favorite phrase: "Shizzle" 9. My room has: Alot of sparkley colors 8. My favorite celebrity is: none 5. My weakness is: blue/green eyes 4. What turns me off is: dishonesty 3. Who broke your heart: Lots of people and not in just a romantic way 2. I filled out 200 questions because: I have nothing better to do 1. What do you regret most?: Alot of things. Current Mood: thoughtful
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8:59 pm	Its official I am the lamest lamester to ever walk the face of the lame earth. HAHA JK i think im pretty cool. :) Im sad though cause no one wants to talk or hang out. Ugh. Well yah someone should call me...i have no life currently :).
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4:28 pm	guhhhh. This is lame. Lots of people are online and no one wants to talk :( Oh well, im leaving in an hour anyways. I miss my friendsssss. Guh. Im not in the best mood, im "lonely" but not in a sick twisted way, more like in a "i need a hug" kind of lonely. I just turned in an application for Dancing Brush down in poulsbo. Wooooow. those were some funny looking gangster titties on tv. Ewwwww. lame. Ya i could have definately done with-out seeing that. Now i want to vomit. Spiffy. Well, im going to go now, sit in a corner and be lonely...well more like sit on a squishy comfy armchair... :) Okey much love to you! -Tiffany-
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11:10 am	Pictures again maybe?
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11:00 am	home...again well here i am. Home because the power went out at school. I dont think i want to sit in History all day, even if it is fun. Yah so if either of my 2 friends (cause im lame) comes home early too then we should hang out cause thats just how i role. I had a peice of plastic stuck in my finger today and i had to rip it out :( it hurrrrrt really bad. stupid cell phone. haha i never figured i would actually write in this thing. Its pretty spiffy. Later all!
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6:56 am	Oh titties. The pictures didnt work. LAME.
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6:56 am	seeing as Livejournal doesnt like the size of my pictures i thought i might as well just post them in an entry instead. I missed the bus this morning and i cant make my hair all spikey cause its too long. Will someone hang out with me today...?
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Sunday, February 26th, 2006
9:40 pm	Only the gangsters... Well, i dont think i've ever actually had one of these, but i do now! WoOt. Basically today, i found out i have a terrible addicition to Mario (the DS game) on the little mini games, the gambling ones. oh well. It killed 5 hours today. I had such a cool time yesterday. Im glad Katie isnt being mean anymore, im glad i got to see Alex for the first time in a year, im glad Cami, Alex and I got lost on Big Chief trails, Im glad i switched buses for the ride home, i think its cute when cami snores, Im glad my horse is almost due, im glad i have uber cool friends, Im glad gangsters dont exist in poulsbo or kingston (or all of washington according to Alex) Im glad drunk stoners provide so much amusement even if its a little akward, Im glad my mom was there when that white truck pulled up. Im glad for lots and lots of things. But i dont think i'll bore you with the countless numbers of them. Now, Im sitting at home. Alone :-( and bored. I need to take a shower but not yet, im watching cops, seeing a guy trying to rape a prostitute. Haha. Wow, i shouldnt laugh at that, but oh well. Cherry Pepsi tastes nothing like cherries.I wore i pink shirt today, it was spiffy. Im not doing anything besides seeing my horse until Wednesday...anyone want to hang out? Well, seeing as im procrastinating (sp?) doing some papers i better go. Well, im always online so talk to me if you get on. I have no life :-(. Much love to you all. Especially all my snowboard buddies!
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